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The Version of You I Never Met

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The Version of You I Never Met


Some heartbreaks don't shatter you — they unravel you, thread by thread, until you're forced to rebuild the parts of yourself you once gave away.

The Version of You I Never Met is a tribrid book: part memoir, part emotional guide, part psychological blueprint for anyone who has loved someone who couldn't love them back the way they deserved.

Blending raw storytelling with attachment psychology, this book explores the anatomy of loving an avoidant partner — carrying emotional weight for two, surviving emotional absence, and walking away from a bond you desperately wanted to keep.

Through a story blood-stained with devotion, confusion, imbalance, heartbreak, and clarity, the author dissects the hidden patterns behind avoidance, the cost of loving someone who hasn't healed, and the quiet, almost celestial strength it takes to choose yourself when choosing them costs too much.


It's not a story about blame.

It's a story about limits, healing, and the power of understanding the truth even when it hurts.

If you've ever begged for clarity or felt invisible in the arms of someone you loved, this book will feel like finally being seen.

If you're learning to trust again, it will remind you that healing is possible — that some endings are actually beginnings in disguise.

For the heartbroken, the healing, the emotionally attuned, and the lovers who have always loved too much, this book is your mirror, your medicine, and your metamorphosis.

It will break you, then rebuild you.

It will explain him, then return you to yourself.

It will hurt — and then it will heal.

"He loved you, just not in the way you needed.

You loved him, just not in the way he could hold."


On Wattpad this book has reached the #1 spot in the "After" category (What happens after a breakup). Its reached #1 in the "Inner Peace" category, #1 in the "Self Love" Category, #2 in the "Abandonment" category and #2 in the "Anxious" category just to name a few. It has reached these milestones with only 8-10 of the books 32 Chapters released on Wattpad and I will update statistics as they come.

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